Maybe I misjudged this...

Okay so I thought my garage would be really easy to fix up and clean and make it look flat out amazing. welll i guess i was wrong. This damn thing is taking me forever to finish. Geeze. But it is coming along pretty nice though. Sigh

Also Maybe i Misjudge this whole guy thing to. So I really like this kid named Koda and I like this kid name jordan. I like Koda more then jordan though. Jordan likes me though and I dont think Koda does which makes me sad. Dont get me wrong were all friends and we all hang out but for Koda and me i think thats all its gonna be. I think he still likes corlee... and shes my best friend. Ive dated Jordan before and got hurt by him. I kinda think that if Jordan asked me out right now I would say no just because i like Koda soooo Much more.. this is LAME

Where Gonna have a House Party In My House!

ok maybe not really but I do hope to have a party in my garage soon. See I've been fixing up my garage and trying to make it look like B.A. Wellll I got a lot of the hard shit done today and hopefully if i keep working on it everyday i will get it done by next week :) I'm so pumped!

Old Loves Never Die

Its true. I believe if you once loved someone you would never unlove them. I believe love never ends and there will always be a special spot in your heart for them. Welp that's why I will never stop loving Jordan, Yea hes bad for me but he now has a permanent spot in my heart. Congrats Kid.

This Is Gonna Be a Long Year

between the course schedule and the on going problems with my friends I still have to deal with all the family stuff and all the extra drama from guys on top of that. Now I know your sitting there thinking "why doesn't she just focus on school and leave boys alone?" yea I'm not gonna do that because that would be one boring year that i would soo not want to be apart of. So I think I have myself pretty prioritized with what i want and who I'm done with. Now its just the matter of me putting it into effect and not changing my mind. Which believe me, that's the hardest part of it all. Its easy to say what you want to do, its a whole another thing to actually do it. Wish me luck!!!

Its only been two days?!?!

Seriously? Egh this whole school thing is lasting forever. Its not all entirely bad but still its annoying. I have five classes with Sierra and one with Corlee. I have three classes with Lardo (cassie) and thank god, none with Katie. So my schedule is so egh.

1st- U.S History

2nd- Drawling

3rd- Integrated Chem/Phys

4th- Geometry

5th/6th- TV Productions

7th- Honors English.

So its not entirely that hard of a course schedule but for some reason i'm just really dreading this year. I have decided though that I am going to study my ass off the most I can. Already I have read ahead and wrote my Theseus paper for my English class and I've created some pretty legit organization stuff. Welp I'm off to sleep because sadly tomorrow I have to go to school.

School. Bleh.

Egh Monday's are never fun. Especially since it 6:45 and I have to go to school. Well a good upside of this whole thing is that at least I am a junior and I have more authority now. Down side is IT'S STILL SCHOOL!!! you can butter it up all you want but in the end it is still gonna be a place that I dread. Bleh.

I love you, I love you not.

Alright so it been awhile and all. Well so I have been thinking a lot about my ex and all my friends are dating it's a bad idea and I agree. I just can't help it. I know that if I ever got back with him I would just be second place and he wouldn't truly love me as much as he should. Egh boys are so dumb. And on top of all this shit I'm dealing with another guy that is so confusing that I feel the need to shoot him half the time. I don't but I need to straighten shit out.

Heck No, I will Not Go!

I dont wanna gooo. Ahh school starts in four days and I dont want to go. I have all smart classes so my head is gonna hurt this semester. At least all of my classes at the end of the day are with all of my friends :) but the first four are lonley :(

I feel Like I'm Dying!

My chest hurts like you would so not believe. My mom says I'm having a p... something attack. Well I feel like I am dying. I have taken so much pain medicine and all that junk that is ridiculous. egh.

Life tips

23. Not all cloaked people are bad.

24. The clown is always evil.

25. If for some unknown reason scary music starts playing, run away from it.

26. Anything can be used as a weapon.

Another Life Tip

22. Never ask for help from a stranger.

Say What?

OK so i have to convert and Mov to an AVI because my lame windows movie maker will not except any of the movies I have. They were all Mpeg-4 But i converted them to Mov because I thought that would work. Well it turns out they didn't. So I ended up downloading The VCL movie player converter which didn't work and now I'm still stuck with quick time even though i prefer Windows. Windows doesn't like me though because it has decided to be very prejudice and not accept any of my movies. Lame. So I finally found a converter to switch them all over to AVI only for me to do that and it to just turn out into only the Audio of the video. Egh this is so lame and all I want to do i edit my videos!

Get a clue.

Okay well I don't like ranting and raving about my dad on it here really but there's a few things that are upsetting me. First I don't think its right for his love of god to effect his parenting on me. I know of his religious values and I respect them. I don't look at him and tell him he's wrong. So I shouldn't get bitched at when I start eating when there praying. Heaven for bid I fucking forget. I am human.

Second when it comes to my Facebook twitter and blog why the hell are you stalking me. It is mine and I am allowed to put what I want on there I didn't tell you to follow my every move so don't get mad when there's something on there you don't like. I don't go on your Facebook and yell at you for stuff you put on there. God damn honestly it's not like I'm going to be dealing drugs or starting a gang on Facebook. So get a clue and back off. You seriously sit there and wonder why I don't like you well there you go. When my ass is out of school I will not ever be coming back to you.

So Many Converters

Yep. I have downloaded so many diff rent converters that its crazy. I just want copy's of the videos that i put on face book and YouTube so I downloaded converters. I got the YouTube copies fine and all but when i go to get the Facebook ones its a no go. Bah I hate Technology and on top of that i just downloaded a new music converter. Yep and now I have a head ache.

This one actualy is about you!

So I guess the whole purpose of this blog now is so I can piss of my dad. Now I don't understand if this is him being conceded or trying to play the pity card. I write my blog to express my self. Not so I can make other people happy. I don't tell him to read this damn thing and I can't stop him but he does have the choice not to read it. So when it comes to me asking him if he's read it lately he can go ahead and respond with a "no I don't read it because it pisses me off" but i would like him to realize that my blog is my own and what I post is how I feel. If he docent like it the e obviously doesn't give two shits about how I feel. No big surprise there.

Being under the delusion that I post stuff to piss off one person is just ridiculous to me. No one reads my blog so who would I be targeting? Maybe for once people like my dad should stop making crap about themselves. He'll knows he's been doing it since the divorce. So maybe once in a while he can decide not to play the victim card. Geese.

A Best Friend Night.

So this whole summer I have been out and about doing A bunch of random stuff with Sierra and Matt. well now that summer is beginning to come to an end I have began to realize how much of this summer I wasted by now spending it with other people. So on this lovely evening of tonight, My friends Corlee and Mariah and I are spending the night at my house. We always find a bunch of random shit to do while were at my house. Tonight we have swam, made a fort, played on computer, listened to music, and done a lot of intense game playing and odds are we will find other stuff too doo. I very much enjoy these ladies, I am never bored when they are around. :)

One last Quiz

1. Hola como estas?

- Soy Bastante Bueno

2. What are you obsessed with?

- A bunch of different things

3. What do you dip your chicken nuggets in?

- BBQ Sauce

4. What was the last road trip you went on?

- I went to Florida

5. When's the last time you dance with someone?

- I think It was with mariah

6. What's your favorite show?

- Survivor

7. If you could visit anywhere, where would you visit?

- Italy

8. What's your ring tone?

- I don't have one

9. What's the wallpaper on your cell phone?

- A music note

10. Who is the 6Th text message in your inbox from?

- Chacha

11. Go to your pictures...what is the 33rd pic of?

- Mariah Yelling

12. Whose your 78Th contact in your phone?

- Courtney

13. Whose your favorite character from The Office?

- I don't watch the office

14. Have you seen every episode starting from Season 1?

- Nope

15. What color is your hair?

- Auburn

16. Favorite quote?

- Just be you.

17. What kind of car do you have?

- I don't Have one

18. What makes you laugh?

- Funny things

19. Whats the last movie you saw in theatres?

- I am Number 4. I think

20. If you could co-star in a movie with any actor/actress you would it be?

- Alex Pettyfer

21. Whats your favorite article of clothing?

- A Pair Of Socks

22. What were you doing on New Years?

- I don't think I did anything

23. GASP! LOOK! WHAT'S BEHIND YOU?!

- Omg! A Window!

24. What are you looking forward too?

- School Starting

25. Are you the life of the party?

- Sometimes

26. Finish this sentence...You are______

- Fucked

27. If you could meet Barack Obama, what would you ask him?

- Why are you ruining America

28. Pop Tarts or Toaster Struddles?

- Toaster Struddles

29. Dark Chocolate or Milk Chocolate?

- Milk Chocolate

30. Truth or Dare?

- dare

31. Do you kiss your mom with that mouth?

- No I don't kiss her at all

32. Your getting chased by the Easter Bunny! What do you do?!

- Shoot him and steal his basket

33. Whats in your junk drawer?

- I don't have one

34. Whats something about you that no one knows?

- I feel extremely lonely

35. What kinda phone do you have?

- IPhone 3G

36. Whats the wallpaper on your computer?

- A collage of my friends and me

37. Do you dance when no body's watching?

- Always

38. What's your race?

- White

39. Whose your loudest friend?

- Mariah

40. When your having a party, who definitely has to be there?

- Corlee, Sierra and Mariah

41. Whats the best food combo?

- Raviolis and PBJ

42. When you need someone to talk to, who do you go to?

- Zac or Sierra

43. Whats your favorite band(s)?

- Fall out Boy, Boys like Girls, Avenged Sevenfold,

44. What song do you want played at your funeral?

- We weren't Crazy

45. Your mom goes to college!

- No she doesn't

My Favorite...

1. Food?

- Depends on the Day

2. Restaurant?

- Little Caesars

3. Non-alcoholic beverage?

- Mt. Dew

4. Alcoholic beverage?

- Smirnoff

5. Song? - We Weren't Crazy

-Josh Gracin

6. Band?

- The Scene

7. Concert that you've been to?

- Proj 7

8. Season?

- Fall

9. Holiday?

- My Birthday

10. Day of the week?

- Friday

11. Time of day?

- 11:00

12. Color?

- Purple

13. President?

- Bush

14. Sport?

- Volleyball

15. Hobby?

- Photography

16. Animal?

- Giraffe

17. Number?

- 9

18. Board game?

- scattagories

19. Computer game?

- Roller Coaster Tycoon

20. Drinking game?

- Kings

21. Book?

- A house of Night

22. Poem?

- Fire and Ice

23. Musical?

- Oklahoma

24. TV show?

- Survivor

25. Ice cream flavor?

- Red Indian

26. Genre of music?

- Country

27. Female singer?

- Selena Gomez

28. Male singer?

- Rodney Atkins

29. Instrument?

- Saxophone

30. Future career?

- Business Management

31. Pastime?

- umm What?

32. Animal?

- Giraffe

33. Pet?

- Dogg

34. Language?

- English

35. Historic monument?

- The Missouri Arch

36. Country you've been to?

- America

37. State you've visited?

- From Indiana to Florida

38. Vacation spot?

- Cocoa Beach

39. Amusement park?

- Cedar point

40. Actor?

- Johnny Dept and Alex Pettyfer

41. Actress?

- Skyler Samuel's

42. Comedian?

- Dane Cook

43. Joke?

- Corney Ones :)

44. Magazine?

- Seventeen

45. Store?

- Rue 21, And Maurice's

46. Designer?

- Seth Aaron Henderson

47. Jeans brand?

- Candies

48. Perfume/cologne?

- Japanese Cherry Blossom

49. Jewelry that you own?

- Rings, necklaces, Bracelets

50. Pair of shoes?

- Chucks and Polo's

51. Teacher in elementary school?

- Mr. Smith 5Th Grade

52. Subject in school?

- TV Productions

53. College?

- Purdue

54. Fast food restaurant?

- Taco Bell

55. Junk food?

- Doritos

56. Cookie?

- M&M

57. Web site?

- http://mannykins-manny.blogspot.com/

58. Search engine?

- Google

59. Instant messenger?

- Facebook

60. Cell phone company?

- At&t

61. Baby boy name?

- Brody and Brycon

62. Baby girl name?

- Alexis

63. Book when you were a child?

- Junie B. Jones

64. Movie when you were a child?

- Peter Pan

65. Activity as a child?

- Sandbox

66. Candy?

- Sour Patch Kids

67. Hairstyle?

- Straightened

68. Brand of shampoo?

- Herbal essence

69. Flower?

- Tulips

70. Tree?

- Weeping Willow

71. Outdoor activity?

- Volleyball and Camping

72. Planet?

- Nonexistent Pluto

73. Constellation?

- Leo

74. Zodiac sign?

- Libra

75. Place to have a date?

- Middle of No where

76. Best date?

- One with Buzbee

77. Friend?

- I don't Play favorites

78. Place to hang out?

- My Garage

79. Way to pass time when bored?

- Friends

80. Job that you've had?

- Concessions

81. Family member?

- Uncle Rick or Grandma B.

82. Gift you got from someone?

- Money

83. Inspirational quote?

- Just Be You - unknown

84. Song lyrics?

- We were young, We were wild, We were restless, -Josh Gracin

85. Song title?

- It's America

86. Music video?

- 21 Guns

87. Word?

- Alrighty

88. Drink at Starbucks?

- Chocolate Caramel coffee

89. Prank?

- Fork a Yard

90. Vehicle?

- Chevy Truck

91. Vehicle color?

- Silver or Black

92. Pen color?

- Blue

93. Artist?

- Me

94. Photographer?

- Egh I have none

95. Gum?

- Winterfresh

96. Hat that you own?

- Baseball Cap

97. Place that you've lived?

- Logansport

98. Photo of yourself?

- Me in my front room

Why Not a 90 Question Survey

1. What would you do if a blind guy/girl started hitting on you?

- Probably Nothin

2. Single or Taken?

- Single Darling

3. Ever been in a fight?

- Sure Have

4. If so with who and did you win? And did you use your fists or a weapon?

- Courtney, Yes, and it isn't a fight without fist.

5. Do you get in trouble for things you didn't do?

- Always

6. What would you do if you found out your best friend were gay?

- I wouldn't be surprised

7. Would you still hang out with them or ditch them and stop talking to them completely?

- We would still hang

8. If you could speak 3 different languages, what would they be? - I speak two already, So French, English, and Italian

9. What would you rather have been named? Or do you like your name?

- Anything else would be great

10. Country you've most wanted to visit? - Italy

11. Would you hit your friend if you found out that he/she were going with your bf/gf? - Um Yea, there ass would be grass

12. You and your friends are bored? What do you do?

- Something dangerous and stupid

13. Do you find piercings/tattoos attractive?

- Nope not at all

14. Are you addicted to anything?

- Orange Mt. Dew

15. What songs stuck in your head?

- We weren't crazy

16. Are you sporty or just pure lazy?

- In between

17. When was the last time you went to a party?

- France Park

18. Was it any good?

- It was fun

19. What is the point of life?

- There isn't one

20. Do you hate Twilight as much as I do?

- I don't know how much you hate it?

21. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

- James

22. Ever had a prank go wrong?

- Haha Yes

23. Ever tried to outrun a bus?

- Nope

24. If you were to jump out of your bedroom window right now, would you get badly injured?

- Um Yes! I would Probably die.

25. What's the stupidest thing you've done?

- Oh hell. I've done way to much stuff.

26. Do you wanna try sky diving? I know I do?

- Sure why not

27. Ever smart mouthed at a cop?

- Sure have

28. Ever been held in jail for a night?

- No but I want to

29. If so what could you have possibly done?

- Being annoying in public

30. Wanna try bungee jumping?

- Sure

31. One word to describe yourself?

- Amanda

32. To describe your friends?

- Obnoxious

33. What do you think is at the bottom of the rainbow?

- Ground

34. Would you save a child if it meant possibly being killed yourself?

- Not really

35. What do you have planned for the weekend?

- Going to my dads house

36. Would you talk to a stranger on the Internet?

- I have

37. What's on your mind right now?

- Downloading New Music

38. You wake up as the opposite sex, what's the first thing you do?

- Wtf Happened last night

39. When you look in a mirror just after waking up, what thought runs through your head?

- Shower

40. Are you hungry? I know I am?

- Nope not really

41. Turn around, what do you see?

- The back of my couch

42. Can you lick your elbow?

- Nope. I just tried

43. Ever been attacked by a dog?

- Yes

44. What do you think of weddings?

- Annoying and pointless

45. If you could make anyone disappear, who would it be?

- Me

46. Do you have an interesting scar?

- I have several

47. If so, how'd you get it?

- One is from a ladder, and one is from a fire pit.

48. Ever dated someone you didn't find attractive in the least?

- Sorta

49. Have you ever had a 'kick me' sign stuck to your back and didn't know?

- Nope

50. Did you ever begged your parents for a pony when you were little?

- I do Now!

51. Something you regret?

- An action I did this summer

52. Last concert you went to?

- Does a band concert count?

53. Who is the last person that made you cry?

- Matt

54. Do you actually believe that Alaska is covered in snow?

- It is at times

55. Type your name, only using your elbow!

- wajnuswnjdfcrws

56. Are you purposely irritating?

- I try not to be

57. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?

- Yes, I can be cool

58. Ever lost anything down the toilet?

- Yes

59. What comes to mind when I say 'CABBAGE'?

- Green

60. If you were walking down a street and somebody sprayed you with water, what would you

do?

- Hit them in the face

61. Have you had any broken bones?

- nope

62. Do you know all the words to your National Anthem?

- Sure do

63. Ever crawled through somebody Else's window?

- Believe it or not I have

64. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?

- Purple

65. Do you find Russell Brand funny or irritating? Or both?

- Both I like his accent

66. Have you ever sat down in a chair but fell to the floor, only to find that someone pulled out your chair on purpose?

- Yes Rudies

67. Do things like that still amuse you when they happen to other people?

- Always

68. Did you know that twinkle twinkle little star and the alphabet have the same rhyme?

- I did actually

69. Did you just sing them to make sure?

- No I did not

70. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever licked?

- A door knob

71. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

- I sure have

72. In your opinion, what is the best lollipop flavour?

- Blueberry

73. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?

- depends what I'm doing

74. Would you rather be able to fly for a day or be invisible for a day?

- Be invisible

75. When’ s the last time you showered?

- This morning

76. If you didn't shower for 3 days do you think you would smell?

- Depends on what I did in that Three days

77. Do you sleep in a single or double bed?

- Twin Buddy

78. Who’s car were you last in that wasn’t family?

- Kathys Jeep

79. Are they a good driver in your opinion?

- Not entirely

80. Would you rather have a pet Ostrich or a pet Sheep?

- Sheep

81. Do fish make good pets?

- Sure do

82. What colour is you hair?

- brown reddish

83. Is that your natural hair colour?

- Nope

84. Do you have any weird phobias?

- I'm afraid of Semi Trucks

85. Do you have a crush on anyone?

- Sure do

86. Are you a happy person?

- I am lately

87. Do you sing like no-one is watching/listening?

- Sure do

88. Do you swear often?

- Actually Yes

89. What do you think of your friends

- Annoying at times

90. Last but not least, what's your name?

- Amanda